Alright, so here I go on an extremely hard hitting and realistic rant of how I feel towards the girl "Ichigo." If you are said girl you might reconsider reading. As goes for her boyfriend Ai.
I very much doubt that either of them read my journals, but there you have it. My goal here is not to offend; rather, my goal is to convey my feelings to....no one in particular actually.
My opionions will probably get me hated by at least one of the above parties, not that it really matters. Considering she already doesn't ever want to see me again, I doubt I can make it worse, but again, there you have it.
History
I guess I'll start will the begining of how I met her and such not history of what I know of her and her relationships, which is limited, but hey, who the ******** is writing this? Me that's right. Who's gonna read this? ******** no one.
So here's the cycle as I know it:
Previous(Don't remember names)►Zetos►Takeo►Zetsumi►Takeo►Zetos►Edu►Ai
Alright that's about all you need to know, history wise. This isn't about them. I'll begin with the first time I dated her and so forth. I'll go through the others brief, as it isn't my job to convey either their experiences or their feelings.
So the first time I met her was while she was dating Zetos (*Note: Won't give real names) and I thought she was pretty friggen sweet. After 7 months together they broke it off on Valentines Day. Being the d**k that I was/am without thinking, I asked her out. She said yes. So it went well for a couple of months. And then it happened. Biggest, dumbest, screwup of my life happened; I cheated on her. Not proud of that fact, but that's how it is.
Now after that she went out with this guy, we call him Zetsumi here on Gaia. I wasn't exactly thrilled, but Karma's a b***h. Anyways, after they broke up for reasons that aren't any of this journals concern I decided, "Hey, I'll ask her back out. yay!" Surprisingly, she said yes, once again.
This lasted for 3 or 4 months again. And the absolute gayest thing of my life happened. On my birthday, I get my best friend in the whole world tells me that Ichigo is going to dump me and the two of them are going to go out. I get no reason and on my ******** birthday. Needless to say, I was pretty broken up.
After that they lasted a couple of months, before they broke up again. Surprise, surprise. I however this time didn't ask her back out, probably because by then I was dating Chibi, Thank the Lord Almighty.
So then, me and Zetos, for some weird reason, got her and Edu to go out. They didn't last long and it ended pretty bad; however, to this day, I'm the only one for whom she doesn't actually even say hello to.
Anyways, now she's with Ai. And for them I hope them the best of luck. They deserve it.
Today
So after breaking up with Ichigo, I'm not going to lie I couldn't stop thinking about her for some time. But after a while I found that, I wasn't as attracted to her anymore. Kinda like she had a glamor over me and it broke and I'm just not that into her.
From Zetos, I've actually never known the girl he fell in love with in the beginning. And you know what? I don't doubt that. She's changed alot. Whether that's for the better or not, only she has the right to say. As is though, not big fans of eachother.
Would I ever dater her again though?
I gotta say that I don't think I would. Just clearing that up. Not that anyone actually cares, but no. I wouldn't date her again.
Anyways. That's that. Not all too bad. More of a history lesson. I had all my thoughts together while I was taking my shower and while I was typing my mind kinda blanked itself. But that's probably for the best. My original thoughts weren't nice and I don't think I'll share them with anyone except the two people I'm closest to. So xP
******** Off
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