so today I saw Cagdas in my dream ; o;
(the guy that knew I loved him and then dated the girl we both hated)
so in my dream I was getting out of school and saw him on the schoolyard o.o
he saw me and kinda opend his arms I was like '*gasp* o.o' and turned away.
then he said 'awww thats not nice' with a grin on his face..
but yeah he was right so I turned around and hugged him ^^
(wich I never did to him.. but ok)
I hugged him tightly and told him I missed him he did the same
then I got a strange feeling in my dream telling me Cagdas and me were dating... o-o
he told be he wanted to see me more often so I asked where his school was
he told me the name of the school and I said we could surely hang in school breaks ^^
(the name he told me isn't the name of his rl school though)
then we cuddled up to each other brushing our cheeks being all sweet 'n stuff
I turned my face blushing and asked him if I could kiss him
he looked at me, opend his mouth, was just about to talk...
then I woke up.. T -T
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