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I can't believe this is happening to me.....everyone is going through a serious fog in their life and it's making me sick! Literally! I feel like hurling! UGH! neutral I don't understand a single thing that's going on!

Alright...He seems to have moved on like I have. Only he's in a relationship and I'm not. Go figure *shrugs*
D is confused about....IDK his feelings the way he thinks IDK....I'm getting confused myself but I understand completely that he's confused. *shrugs* Who DOESN'T get confused around me if they like me????
SC....seems to be more willing to chat with me when the time comes to it....

I'm getting more fit and lean and stuff. I'm getting back into my old rut again....I'm missing all of my friends. I wish for so many things but I don't want to ask for anything anymore. confused I don't get any of this. At all.

*sighs* I seriously need some counseling...or someone to just LISTEN to me....but I don't want to burden...not anymore.... razz