I have to get this off my chest...
It had to happen sooner or later, so I might as well give my opinion about it. Now, being in love with someone with is okay, if you actually find that special person. ME on the other hand, am okay with not being in love. I don't have any against it, it's just that I've tried and tried to find someone. And when I do, it's okay for a little, then it ends in a complete disaster (like always). The Aftermath wasn't any better because they always found someone better, while I left alone, stressed, and disappointed in myself for not being a good boyfriend. But I guess that's how it is in some relationships. Ah well, it really doesn't matter a lot to me anymore because, I promised myself to NEVER fall in love with anyone again. I have officially given up on love. It's something I can do without. When someone actually tells me that they "love me" or try to hit on me, I don't feel emotional about it at all, and I shut them down every single time. It's like I don't have feelings for anyone, and I probably never will. It's okay though, I kinda like being alone. I've been that way for a long time, might as well start liking it now I guess. Oh, before I end this little rant, a couple of things: One, to people who have found that "Significant other", don't end up like me. If you love someone, and they love you, then make sure you two can be happy with each other for a very long time. I wish all of the couples out there the best of luck. And two, for those who REALLY think they can get me to fall in love with anyone ever again, please don't try. Not ONLY will you fail at doing so, but I'm going to laugh at you for trying. And yes, I'm not kidding. >.>''
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