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I do not know what prompted this, or if anyone will even read it but whatever. I just felt like writing. So, I graduate June 3rd, oh how exciting (sarcasm) to finally be able to call myself a true adult. That two hour long ceremony in which I cast off my childhood in exchange for a life of long commutes and low pay. A life in which no one is happy and nothing is solved. I had hoped to die before said ceremony, so at least I could say I tried. However, I am alive and well and must continue on the path to nowhere. Sure, I have dreams, but those dreams are boring as well. I want to marry, have children, to go church, and live happily ever after. Honestly, that sounds so BORING. I want to drive fast cars, jump off buildings, smile at death then b***h slap her ugly face and haul a**. I want to do speed, drink until I pass out at some strangers house, and light s**t on fire. I shall tell you a secret though, what I want most of all, is to kill someone. Strip someone of all their sanity, make them bleed and whimper in defeat, then slowly but surely carve them to pieces, saving only what I can devour later. Such sweet sorrow, to know that one can hold such power over another, and yet such strength it gives......





 
 
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