-sigh-
So this is a pretty shitty journal entry. I want to tell someone but I didn't feel comfortable talking to anyone here on Gaia so I will rant here on my journal.
Basically I ******** up. I was lurking in the GCD and came across a thread about last year's prom. Someone had found a link that still worked and granted strangely 40 bucks in G-cash. I dunno why I did it, greed I guess, I clicked it and I was granted the cash. Then the thread was gassed and now I may be looking at the possibility of losing this account. I am very sad at this prospect.
I understand why I could lose it but it doesn't make it any easier. I've had this account for almost three years now and have been through a lot. I know I could just star over again, it's all pixels and yadda yadda yadda but still. This is my first account, my favorite account. To lose it over something like this makes me really sad.
I have contacted a couple of mods but there has been no word as to what will happen next either for the better or worse. I also spoke to another user who said if this is my first offence I might be okay. As far as I know it is. I think the only thing I have ever gotten was a warning for posting in a missed placed thread, I hope they won't hold that against me. A warning and the ill-gotten cash removed would be the best but I am also preparing for the worst. I have a couple of mules I can use and and I have sent a few items over to them. Just my favorites. Really hard to pick. I'll be wearing this current avatar until I hear one way or another. Heck this maybe the last avatar this account ever wears. (God that hurt to type)
So fingers crossed everything turns out well.
sometimesalways Community Member 
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