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I bet almost everyone feels that way. I can be surronded by friends who say I can tell them anything but they never actaully listen. We all have places we escape to...I get on the computer to be heard, not that it always works. And then I draw to get away from everyone.
You do fit in somewhere...you fit in here with all the other people who escape to their computers.

~Keepoath

smile Thanks for the reassurance keepoath....it seems I can always trust on you to brighten my day

Hey Im just some random guy but I can relate to you there... I always seem to be on, and I guess I hardly go out. I have great friends at school but sometimes thats all they are to me, friends at school. No one to hang out with in my free hours I guess. So I'll just say you're not alone there. 3nodding

When I read that it reminded me so much of myself. I know that you are one of the reasons I didn't kill myself. I havn't known you all that long but you are awesome and I hope that we never really fight, I mean our little agruments that happens but if I were ever really mad at you I don't know what I'd do.... You keep talking about the day we'll truely meet, but I'm scared because I think you won't like what you see that day. I know it doesn't matter, but that doesn't mean I don't think about it. I really do trust you believe me when I say that, because it is true, I never wanted you to ever talk to Anna even though you have. I thought it would end up like it did last time I thought I liked someone on the computer, but I really trust you more than I did him. He never let me talk about things that I couldn't even say to my true friends. I've always wanted to meet someone like you, someone that would listen to me when I'm upset, not just ignore what I'm saying and pretend to comfort me. It doesn't work like that I'm different, and I know that, I'm not any normal person I'm complicated and I've told you about everything that goes on in my life and I just hope that I can really trust you and you arn't some creep. It's just the way you talk to me, but I want you to talk to me more be able to open up to me.
Well I guess if you read this I'll be surprised, I don't want you to worry about me like I worry about you though because then you would be wasting your life.

man thats depressing...
your lucky you met us huh ray? mrgreen