Kyle has my heart forever......and even though he broke up with me and would like to be friends i just can't let him go. He change my life so much, i grew up believing that i was worthless, fat, ugly and everything. He told me that I was beautiful, my heart was completely speechless. No guy has ever called me beautiful before. He held my hand, he kissed my cheek, he touched me.............. We almost lasted two months....but this is my first true love relationship. You cannot truly love someone until you love yourself. I've gone for seventeen years hating myself and blaming myself for everything. I stood alone and cried for no reason what so ever. He change my views upon life, he made me believe the impossible. He made me.........new.... Now i see that girl...i see that girl that everyone sees....I don't call myself ugly or fat anymore....I call myself beautiful...and I call everyone who hates me...jealous..... I truly love Kyle.... When I was about five or six....something bad happen to me that caused me not to trust people. I may still have my virginity but i was used....I had a hard time trusting boys. When came into my life though, i felt safe...with him. I want him to be my first...for everything...I need him more then I need air....I'll use my last breath just to say I love you......................
