The worst day of my life this year..
i got home on fri and i was so happy, i had an epic day at school and nobody said/did sh*t to me. i felt amazing, until i walked into my house. giliian was on the floor crying her eyes out and her lip was busted wide open, so i rushed over to her and asked her wht happened and i thought mum had hit her. she told me tht she had fell in the kitchen and hit her mouth on the counter. so i was like ok so now i dont need to kick mums a** and so i went into mums room wondering why she wasnt paying attention to gill and she was sitting on her a** in her chair tlkin to one of her friends on the phone laughing her a** off about the last time tht they had gone out drinking and i took the phone from her told her friend tht she would hav to call them back and hung up mum gotup and slapped me across the face and told me tht she was on the phone and i told her tht her daughter was crying with her lip busted open and she was bleeding and mum was like i kno, she'll get over it, shes a big girl and so i got so mad tht i made sure gillian was ok and i walked out of the house and went over to my friends house so i made sure tht i wasnt going to hurt anyone and get put in juvi or sent off somewhere, again. so my mum freaked out and called the cops and she told them tht i had ran away and tht i had hurt gillian before i left, but i didnt! so they came over to my friends house and arrested me! and i was like wtf?! and so i told them the story and i was cleared and now im not tlkin to my mum and so i got depressed, started cutting again cuz thts the only way i can cope with the stress.. and then when i woke up this morning, mum came in my room and saw tht there was dried blood on my arms and she yelled at me and threatened to put me in rehab and take me to the mad house!! and thts wht happened on the worst day so far this year.
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