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blah, blah, blah....
could it be me on the other side of the mirror?
or is it another one of my mind tricks playing around with me again.
whenever i look at myself on the mirror,
i couldnt get the feeling that Im not me.
I sometimes say, "what the hell is this?", "who am i?", and "why?"
i try to get back to the real me
but i couldnt get to him anymore.
its like I'm trap in a maze trying to get to my other self but i couldnt get near him because he's always on the move.
the farther i get, the more i grew silent and ill.
and the more i drew near
I felt rejoice, happy, and disbelief.
i want to be with my old self again,
but i dont know why i dont want to get near him..
is it because I hated myself because everyone hates me
or is just me being selfish for what I've become.....
I may never understand myself and my feelings.
no one will understand me anymore.
the mirror can only reflect my doings, but will never understand it.
i just hated it.





 
 
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