- ○ ● No. I'm not talking about school.
I'm talking about the world.
And in this world. Everyone has a life.
And my life happens to be just as terrible as hell.
So...Me and one of my best friends ( I think. Her name is Bianx ) are in a fight. And what the fight is about, a guy. The one I mentioned earlier. Psalm? Well, it happens to be that he likes him too. She got mad at me because of jealousy. Can you believe that? And she also said so many horrible stuff that just punched a hole in my heart.
Bianx wrote in the back page of his Science book that he should stay away from me. And then one of my best friends, Shayne, told me that Bianx said that it was good that I'm not wearing my gray jacket. ( In our science class, the teacher was demonstrating how the moon revolves around the Earth. And since that moon is gray, I would've been chosen to be the moon because of my jacket. Psalm is the sun. And there was few space in the classroom. ) That just pissed me off real bad.
Me and her are in a group, called Ngetz. It's our group, just for us best friends. And there's a rule, that if two or more members fight because of their crush, they have to choose. The group, or her crush. If she chooses the group, she'll have to not talk to her crush for two weeks. But if she chooses her crush, she's out of the group.
I got really frustrated when I heard the rule. I mean, I'm not mad at her. She's mad at me. I don't care if she likes him. He's hers for all I care. She can just go and marry him if she wants to. I still won't care. Because she's my friend. If she likes the same guy that I like, then he's all hers. Yes, I do still like him, but I'll try not to, just for her. Because she's one of my closest friends.
I just can't believe that she's mad at me because she's jealous. He's her seatmate, they always talk, make jokes, laugh together. But me and him? No! None of that. We talk. But by passing notes. So I really can't see anything for her to be jealous of.
I'm just really frustrated right now. I really am.
