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Well, school was normal today, I was bored half the time, of course....And well not much else to say in that area...History class today was especially boring since all we did was work on projects and I had nothing to work on and no group to work with, so all I did was sit there at my desk, thinking of Christina...Thinking of how it will be when we meet again...
But I've been thinking of other things regarding her today...Deeper things, things that even I don't quite understand and don't know if it's even possible...
Lately, I've been thinking about just how deep our relationship runs...If whether it's more on one side than the other, if things like this could really work out, and if this is even real...but I know in my heart that it must be true...
Christina and I share a love that has never before been seen by my eyes, or even contemplated if it could even be real..
Our love is pure, and deep, even if others cannot see it that way, we know it in our hearts to be true.
It's a deeper spiritual connection, as though it goes completely beyond body and mind entirely..It is a connection of the soul...
I've literally felt as though I've put my life force into this relationship, my heart and soul have gone to her, and on the day we first made love I made a promise to her that from then on, our souls would be connected...that we could never be apart again, that no matter what we would be together, forever...This is that bond, that beautiful connection of the souls...She and I are bound together, forever, just as I had promised her on that very day, and even before then...
Even now, the longer we are apart, the more it hurts and strains us both...even if she does not acknowledge it, the pain is there on both ends..I feel it, and I'm sure she does too. They can't keep us separated like this, it's not right...We aren't meant to be apart, we can't stay apart..it would only end in disaster for us both if we did..
Please...Please let us be together again...Bring her back home...Let her be alright...
What I feel, she feels, and the opposite is true as well, that's just how it works..
She is up, so am I. I am up, and so is she...
I have accepted this as my fate, whatever happens to her shall decide my fate as well, and that's just how it was meant to be...We are connected, she and I. Our souls are one, and thus we are as well...
<3I love you Christina...Remember this, forever and ever...Til death do us part, my love <3
 II Xero II · Sat Jan 09, 2010 @ 07:44am · 0 Comments |
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