Well today I went to school as usual, I felt a little more stable so I talked and hung around with my friends some more, I felt exhausted when we ran the mile today and I got a horrible time Dx oh well though...it was still passing, but not as good as I had hoped.. Anyways...School went normally I guess, things were alright. Some interesting stuff to think of in English class... Then later I went home and wrote my usual letter and covered what little homework I had, and basically just sat back for a while...I can finally relax for a bit, and it's even better now because of the news I got today and getting a letter from her cheered me up too...
She finally got moved up today, neither of us know how, but the important thing is she did, so we can finally talk every day now on the phone, just the two of us ^^ I think I'll finally be okay now. Certain issues still have yet to be resolved, but if she makes it into partial next week they'll be done so she can see me on weekends again ^^ I feel happy, and a little more at peace now. My mind is finally stable, if only enough to stop the constant anxiety attacks...So that's a positive note to end the day with.. Hopefully she can make it into partial care by next week, which means she'll be free on weekends and I can see her again X3 I'm so happy about that....~Happy sigh~ I have the most romantic layout planned for her when she comes home, it's all just a matter of making it happen now :3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
Things are finally looking up again...For real this time...Maybe now my prayers have finally truly made it through and everything will be alright... Thank you...For doing this...For both of us...
I love you Christina...Forever and ever..<3 <3Til death do us part, my love...<3
Goodnight my darling...<3
II Xero II · Fri Jan 08, 2010 @ 05:58am · 0 Comments |