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Crazy little thing stuck in my mind
Some times you feel pain sometimes you feel joy.
Love isnt ment to be hidden.
She was a girl who always thought of herself as nothing. she had friends, but she didnt feel wanted by them, she felt that she wasn't good enough for them. One day she went up to the guy of her dreams and asked,
"Do you know who i am?" he looked at her oddly and replyed,
"Ya, your that nerd from my math class." he was just playing with that sarcasime of "Nerd" but she didnt know the diffrence.
"Do you know my name?"
"No, i don't."
"Oh..." she sighed. the guy of her dream's, pretty girlfriend came over.
"What the hell do you want?"
"Nothing. Sorry for taking your time." the pretty girl rolled her eyes and told her off.

That night as the girl, who never felt wanted, desided it was time. Time to stop wasting space in this world of lies, and rejection. the next day at school, when everyone was in class, she desided to write a note to the one she loved, but she suposed he didn't love her back. She sliped the note into his locker then went into the girls bathroom, the one that students wernt aloud in because it was under construction. she found a corde, and tied it around a pipe hanging from the cieling. then she tien to corde around her neck and counted to three.

At the end of class the boy, the one she loved, went to his locker. as he opend it the note fell out. he read "Dear Jess, i know you'll never love me the way i love you. i desided to say goodbye to the world, and to all the shame i have brought upon myself. if you do care about me, you will find me in the 'Off-limits' girls bathroom. Goodbye. P.S. my name is Lily~" with the last word of that note he ran to the bathroom she said she would be in. she was there, eyes glissening, body limp and face draind off all color. not a breath past her lips, not a fliker of her eyes to break her gaze of death. he fell to his knees crying.
"I do Love You, Lily. No one else will take your spot in my heart. I know its to late, and im sorry."


(okay sorry for any spelling mistakes and grammer, i didnt feel like fixing those mistakes!)






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LilyLuff
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commentCommented on: Mon Jan 04, 2010 @ 12:07am
...where'd ya make that up? crying I feel so special, and yet so unloved you used my name...and the first part of it explained me, just a btw. No, seriously. *sigh*


commentCommented on: Sat Jan 09, 2010 @ 10:39am
crying omg i almost cried .... loved it why am i so emo latly hmm



Iamamajormanwhore
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