I have the feeling of crying ..I have the feeling that my heart is splitting .. why .. I don't know .. But I do no that I cannot be helped ... I have to stay hidden .. :: Chuckles :: nobody reads theses anyway so ******** .. Why not ... I hate sleeping .. I constantly get told I have black eyes ... Sleep scares me ... sleep is my enemy .. In my sleep I only have nightmares that torture and tease me .. They're constantly tearing me, They're making me bleed. They come and rip the still beating heart from my chest. They shed blood and pain, misery and nothing but an ocean of confusion and create a haze. I saw a beacon but got losy on the way, never to bee seen or heard from again. Please be my shining light, Please be my shining star. Show me who or where you are. Lost in this sea of pain and misery. I just need to see, one day .. Maybe .. Only a fallen angel can see the need I have. 'Take heed .. Pain and suffering are apart of this path you seek.' Walk alone my friend .. walk alone ...
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