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What is inside my very being.
Hello in this journal are very personal poems. Yes these are how I feel. Please dont pity me or feel sorry. Because you either dont care enough or are to late to even rescue me from this fate. :)
Encroaching Darkness.
I feel so alone,
I cant find anyone to hold,
I feel so cold.

My heart is broken apart,
Its like I cant breathe,
I can feel the blood dripping from within.

This body is laced with death,
This body is rank with decay,
This body is exposed to the lowlifes.

Thin strands of hope have given up,
As I fall from the great pillar of death,
I fear not death.

Only what is to come after it!

Give me pain like so many others,
Be exposed to like I have,
Feel empty like me.

My tears are dried,
I cannot cry,
If only you could know,

That if I could my tears would spill across the world!

Once buetiful glass,
Now shattered across the grass,
Step on it.

Feel the shards dig into your feet.

Go ahead and cast your spell,
Ill be damned all my life,
Screw your clicks and phsyical garments.

Ill dress to be prepared,
Ill let myself be how I want,
Ill scream like a wee girl.

Why do you fear so much about me?

Im not weak I can take it,
Im still here living like I have so long ago,
Im no kid,

Though I do know that I am not so smart.

So stop and look at yourself,
Yes hes fine how he is,
Stop making him rethink,

You still have far more to learn,
Before you can start teaching me,
I am who I am.

Dont tell me I have to change or be more open than I already am.





 
 
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