so i remember when i first started going out with my first boyfriend [the only one i fell in love with. bad idea sweatdrop ] i coodnt eat for like 3 days.
then he made me cry and i was depressed and i ate just fine.
[point; i coodnt eat cause i was so happy].
then he made me cry and i was depressed and i ate just fine.
[point; i coodnt eat cause i was so happy].
i kinda feel like that again heart
Except im scared. emo
What if I mess up?
What if hes really just not that into me?
What if he changes his mind?
He's absolutely perfect, other than his inability to fully commit
:[ Is there reason behind that?
Why doesnt he wanna go out with me..? confused
Why cant he just be like "Forget it" and do what HE wants instead of leading people on? Even if its me, or this girl that likes him, or whatever.
I would rather he rejected me now.
Cause if he does so in the future, I'll be too far gone and there will be no end to that emotional scarring..
Except im scared. emo
What if I mess up?
What if hes really just not that into me?
What if he changes his mind?
He's absolutely perfect, other than his inability to fully commit
:[ Is there reason behind that?
Why doesnt he wanna go out with me..? confused
Why cant he just be like "Forget it" and do what HE wants instead of leading people on? Even if its me, or this girl that likes him, or whatever.
I would rather he rejected me now.
Cause if he does so in the future, I'll be too far gone and there will be no end to that emotional scarring..
stare
