been practicing my art realism like crazy, need a break. need to catch up to skills of my friends. my parents are remodeling the kitchen. my dog is annoying and mean. I wish I had a cat or someone that loved me. friends are okay, but they don't fill that emptiness where love is supposed to be. been listening to music all the time, hardly ever take my headphones out. wanna make my own oekaki chat room. haven't been here much. has the feeling of "I don't need you, I don't need anyone" to keep me going, even though it isn't true. haven't talked to Kuro, don't want to. what does it matter anymore? yeah we'll be friends, we are friends, but it'll always be awkward for me. I can be a very childish and stupid person.. halloweens comin up, dunno what I'm gunna do. Jaella's been real sick so it seems. been havin homework piled on by Miss Johnson. pretty easy though. still don't know how to work profile V2 here. don't really care. gunna start playing more videogames again. can't wait for silent hill shattered memories to come out. been on homestarrunner.com a lot gotta get on tegaki and draw more often. my computer is still a piece of s**t and thus I can't get any songs on my ipod. my blue jay's wing is still F-ed up and I dunno if he'll ever be able to fly again. and blah blah blah.............end of this journal.
Elemental guardian Zaria · Tue Oct 27, 2009 @ 10:38pm · 0 Comments |