I haven't been getting lots of sleep recently and this week has gone by way too fast. I've finally focused on loving life again. Life just doesn't feel fun when you only think about getting a relationship with someone. This might explain why I'm not easily sexually attracted to things. Its all about the aura of things that makes me feel good. I used to be a really charismatic person. I think I still have ways of influencing people to do good things. Also in 6th period we had a competitive jeopardy review for the test tomorrow thing. Sarah got really competitive that it was kind of funny. I was even getting excited but I never really had the chance to give any answers. Eddie gave me a nice bracelet at lunch. (Even though it wasn't his lunch yet) He made it with a bunch of colors that I picked out. There wasn't a lot of colors that I liked the most so I just chose a bunch of bright colors. I noticed there was a white bead in the box of beads too. I wanted it so I told him to put it in for me. There's only 1 white bead on it. The bracelet reminds me of candy. It looks like hard candy or something. He really isn't as bad as I thought. Sure hes perverted but...hes really nice when he wants to be. Too bad I'm not really interested in having a relationship with him. He really isn't my type. When I say type I mean...hes not someone I want to bond with. I have an essay to finish and some homework to do. I just hope I get to sleep this weekend. I'm gonna be sooo tired tomorrow.
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