Wow I sure am exhausted today. Okay so it turns out Alex doesn't really want to be with me anymore. I decided to go back to loving life instead of thinking of Alex all the time. I'm trying to become a little less nervous around some people now. I usually end up mumbling a bit now. Sarah and some other people have noticed. I think that I should try harder tomorrow. This week has gone by pretty quick. Tomorrow is already Thursday. It seems like every time I ask for help something good happens the day I do. It happened twice so far already. Eddie and me had a conversation at lunch today. I was going to talk to my counselor but I felt more interested in him atm. He and his perverted self keeps mentioning perverted things. I was getting a bit nervous a bit then too. We had a talk about what kinds of relationships we had with people. I kept bumping into his foot with my foot and he keeps bringing up stuff. Its weird rolleyes He even said that he wouldn't hesitate to touch me in the library where we had the conversation too. I got a bit creep-ed out by that. He left when he said he had to go to the bathroom. I totally knew what he was thinking. I left after he did...but then I had a little urge to follow him...but I decided not to. I thought he was gonna rape me or something =P it was kind of funny.
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