I tried to get closer to Alex today~ I love him so much. I sort of made a deal with the other bi guy that likes me though. It turns out I might actually be his friend too. He really wants me though. Alex...lol I typed Alexy on accident. Alexie~ Anyways...I had a nice conversation with Eddie. I usually get turned on by those kinds of conversations. It starts out serious then gets to be nice and warm near the end. I love life~ My energy for Alex is a bit suppressed. Emotional conversations like these turn me on. If I had one with Alex...I should be able to get my energy for him back. Tomorrow I'll try that. Oh and Sarah turns out to actually be a lesbian. My prediction was right after all. She seemed like the type anyways. The moe character is always a lesbian lulz. I started my business with Ax today. I have not much progress yet. I'm actually IMing her this moment. Tomorrow should be fun. I have to wake up earlier too. I guess I should go to bed after this. Eddie likes me. I like Alex. I'm a sucker when it comes to emotional conversations with guys. I might have revealed that weakness to him. Luckily if I be myself tomorrow...that wont even be an option. The real me is more capable of handling situations without them prolonging too long.
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