I have become fully possessed....I mean obsessed with Alex. I've decided I would try harder in school...and stuff. Maybe I'll get to impress him or something. I also realized that Sarah had a girlfriend. I had a feeling she was the type that was into girls. I'm gonna be Alex's friend...its gonna be fun heart I guess today and all of this week I'll be busy cramming all my homework into the grading...bin. If I don't pass I won't be able to stay at the school anyways. I really want to stay with Alex now. If I fail...I will like totally kill people or something. roll: GO INSANE rolleyes I've always thought that my life was too different from everyone else. I though I couldn't make any real friends because I was so different. I was wrong. I CAN make friends even though I'm really different. I don't care if I'm different. I finally realized that I can fit into anyone's life. Regardless of my own beliefs or culture or anything like that. I've never had a real life to begin with...but that's okay. I'll be able to spread out my energy to the world. wink
I'm gonna work hard~ scream sweatdrop
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