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noone understands what it is like to be that twin that nnone really likes and evryone likes their sister. others complain about their younger or older siblings, but at least they dont have to compete with their siblings for evrything like guys and friends and favor. but at lest they dont always loose. she sayd that i would have a boyfrined first. we both knoew she was lying. she probably lied so that when she DID get a boyfirend first, she could say to herself, 'yes! i thought it wouldnt happen to me 1st but it did' even thought she knew it was a lie. noone knows what its like to be the ugly sister, even though people lie and tell me that im not fat, that im pretty, i know that they are lieing throught their teeth. i have to tell them that my freaking weight is affecting my heath, that they are not fat, even though they are like 3 times skinner than me and they cal theirselvs fat and me not fat, ang the call themselves this because they find this itty bitty thing on their stomach that they can grab. noone get swhat it is like to be the one that the guy she likes starts liking her sister, because she is amaller and prettyer and less strange. noone knows what its like to be that girl that cant even talk to that guy she likes face to face becasue she is afraid that she will make a huge embaresmment of herself. noone knows what it is like to wear light clolrs one day and have your 'friends' shocked that your not wearing black. noone knows what its like to have your parents call you fat or say that you need to be more like your sister becasue she is so much better, when she is not, she is just an easy SLUT. noone knows what its like to watch all those couples around them and think, 'thats never gonna happen to me.' and know that its the TRUTHE. noone knows what its like to have yourmother think that you are dark, just becasue you wear blcak. none understands what it is like, to stand there while a guy asks for the numbers of all of your frineds, but comletely ignore you, which, has happened quite a few times.

noone knows what its like to be me