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9.22.09

Today it was pretty foggy in the morning. I was already having a bad day. I was feeling incredibly invisible. Two people on my bus (that have been on my bus for two years) honestly say "who's that?" when one of my friends was talking about me. And then once i got to school, someone was wearing my shirt. Not just anyone, one of the most popular people. Now, yes that's no reason to be really upset, but everyone was like "oh, that shirt looks so nice on you! I've nver seen it before! Where'd you get!!" to her, but when i wore it on the first day of school, no one seemed to notice. The fog reminded me of how lonely life can be and how lost you can feel sometimes.In the fog, you can only see what's right at your feet, you can't see ahead of you. That reminded me of how life is. You can't plan what's going to happen in life, no matter how hard you try. And i felt like i was lost in the fog, while everyone else was at the beach on a nice day. But, my day gradually got better. We got a new song in band and i found it to be really awesome. Music always makes things better. So thank you music. And thank you guys (you know who you are) for helping me see how special i was today. <3