lets just say suicidal thoughts aren't fun.
I deal with depression terribly..
the depression I had at christmas has almost entirely come back, I guess it was hiding inside, waiting for me.
when I get depressed like this, I don't notice at first, it eats me away from the inside out, and when I finally notice, its too late. I'm already engulfed....
I noticed yesterday, and now I'm the worthless disgrace you see before you.
I've remembered the reason why I wear black.
no life, no warmth, no happiness, no anything..
once again I belong to the darkness, and will most likely remain here. I would like help, but no one can help me...
alone I am, sitting on my throne in the darkness, no light pervading it anymore..
 Elemental guardian Zaria · Mon Sep 21, 2009 @ 08:55pm · 1 Comments |
