I cried today over something stupid. I'm so ashamed.
Today my parents were yelling at around 8:00 AM and I was sleeping. I was hoping to sleep a lot today but I guess I was wrong. I screamed "hey keep it down!" still half asleep. My parents got the message... for about 2 minutes. I was starting to fall asleep then my dad's voice was loud again... and I couldn't sleep anymore. I got out of bed, walked to the other room and stood there. My mom and dad were watching tv arguing about something stupid. "Hey what's up!?" my dad said loudly. I just stood there...my hair was covering most of my face. "All I wanted was to sleep more, is that too much to ask?" I thought. Tears came out of my eyes. I was crying... but... at least my parents didn't notice. I shut the door to that room and slowly walked back to the bed, not saying a word. I was on the bed trying to fall back asleep. "why am I crying? ...pathetic. I wonder what my dream was this time... Is that the reason I didn't want to wake up? Maybe this is all an excuse to let some of my saddness out. I missed the cold, soft, unique tears on my cheek." v.v
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