i think it is time i re-invent myself to you all. you all know me as Demon. that has not changed. but my heart has. i've had a human heart since February last school year. yes i go to school! its living hell! but honestly i don't give a damn. i am who i am i can't consciously change that. i was once human so that effected me as a demon last school year. i went mentally insane and was put in a hospital. that place changed me. it gave me back a human heart with internal scaring. fore awhile i despised myself. for being as weak as a human. though it takes a lot to push me off a mental cliff for the first time. after the first time it can be relatively easy. though it doesn't show. the pain itself begins to build in on itself. and once again i take the pain with out complaint. once again my parents are no longer my friends. my step-father has become my real father and angel to me. my mother, the one who's blood runs deep in my veins. has become the devil's wife. and i want blood for my pain. I've been working behind and within enemy's lines once again. i don't take revenge because its not worth my time. but i will stop my mother from destroying who i am. i sing a song and dance a dance that draws others to me. i am peace and chaos within one. a creator and a destroyer in one. i am one to be hated and loved. feared, and then not. if you don't like it? go ******** urself u dumb a** b***h! i don't care even if u beg me to save ur life and i let u die! when I'm in love i cry and they break my heart (which is funny cuz when Archangel broke my heart this last time. i didn't even shed one tear blaugh twisted ) when they leave me with a hole in my heart and in there is when the loneliness begins to seep and burn in my heart? nothing but comatose numbness where i can constantly feel the pain and let it grow. because those people will miss me one day and i will learn to control the pain and use it as fuel. so when they come back to me i can leave them with deep pride. so the moral here? mess with my heart. u gonna be living a hell of eternal pain. mess with me period. u get once after that there's never mercy
 LunarDaughter61 · Mon Sep 07, 2009 @ 10:42pm · 0 Comments |
