Things are wierd around here ive been seeing haunting flashbacks that ive remembered and one of them was of a man i grew attached to in about 2 days he was john roll jr ive even made a little grave for him on it lies only a bracelet some canadian money and the last letter he ver made the letter was to me, also its one day away from school and im very nervous about my swimming season coming up cause i dont want to get disgualified if i did id die i just know it id die from shock so far my life stinks and everytime i see sombody elses art thats really good i sulk i sulk and sulk not knowing if ill fullfill my dream as an artist but my most wanted dream as an anime drawer id love to draw anime and recently ive met a girl who draws anime really well but with the help of some fancy art tools she does it im only 13 so i still have a long time to go but still im never satisfied with my art i wish i could just escape all the horrible things in this world but theres no place to run to except heaven or hell ive always have also thought of fantasy more than anything a bit wierd yes i know but thats me i get dpressed about everything but im not emo id never be emo even if emos r cute haha mmmm cry
 Kawanii Wolfsbane · Mon Sep 07, 2009 @ 06:07pm · 0 Comments |
