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where my all my posibilities are on a page
this "journal" is a place where i say things that can and can't have reasons. btw try not to compare me with anything in comments.
Dream 7/?/09
I was bored and lonely, same as usual so I decided to walk over my cousin's house. (my two favorite cousins) The house looked white and shiny...more than usual. I climbed up my cousin, Denise's window. She wasn't home, she was probably over some friend's house. I backed down, climbed to Mickey's room. (his real name is Carlos, but Mickey sounds fun and he used to love mickey mouse). He was playing some video games. "good old mickey" I thought. "pst, hey Mick"
he turned around. "steff? is that you?"
"surprise! Hehe"
He gasped "wow it's been so long!"
"I missed you so much!" I said with so much joy.
We hugged.
Without hesitation I asked "how have you been?"
"mickey get down here now!" it was his mom; my aunt
"it's not perfect since my mom got the court convinced and took me and Denise"
"Dont make me count to three!" she yelled
"you might want to go now..." he was worried.
"but I want stay here." I argued.
"just don't get caught, and don't worry, it'll only take a few painful minutes" he left his room.
I knew what was going to happen, I was about to start crying before it started. I found a space where the wall and the long side of the bed almost met and crouched up into a ball trying not think about him bawling, it didn't work.
"how many times have I told you to look me straight in the eye when I'm talking to you!?" I heard the screams perfectly from downstairs... As well as the sound of a whip clashing against flesh. Each time it snapped ,I felt the need to just go downstairs and protect him, but I knew I couldn't do that because I would be in trouble as well and my cousin would feel horrible if I was hurt because of him. I can't stand hearing him scream. Then it stopped. I heard footsteps coming upstairs. He came in the room. I innocently looked up. He was covered with bruses, his arms were scratched enough to bleed, his eyes with tears. He eyes were saying "this is why I didn't want you here, I'm sorry." he walked over to where I was sitting.
An unusual force came over me... Something I wanted to do for someone in pain. I took his hand sat him down and hugged him. My hand was softly swaying his hair, and my eyes were closed, keeping me away from the sight of the bleeding boy. "shhh it's okay. I'm here" I whispered.
He was breathing as if he had never been given this care and compassion before. He then closed his eyes, and there I had a perfect mind picture.
It was a picture of a sweet girl taking care of a pained boy. Half the side was covered with white and the other, red.
I heard a faint whisper "Aura"
Then an echo "Arron".
The picture disappeared. We both opened our eyes.
My sight became blurry, everything was slowly fading, I couldn't hear anything clearly anymore.
I faintly heard echoes "Aura...Aura! You need to go!" it was Mickey but he looked like someone else, fading. A shadow and light switching back and forth. "Aura go now!" I saw the door shuddering like it was being knocked down, and it was.
I could barely see anymore. It felt like I was being blinded, white was dominating my sight. I felt the side of the ladder I used to climb up. "I'm climbing out the window???" I heard myself think.
My vision slightly returned. I was looking up and I faintly saw him one last time. "Aura!" "steff!" the telepathy now echoing . There was no other whispers from the other voice/thought I heard; Mickey's thoughts took over "I love you cuz". He reached his hand out. I lost the last of the balance I had I reached for his hand and I slipped and found myself falling, like I've been falling forever, and keep falling. I only see me in the air with a white background with my eyes shut. Echoes within my self-conscience "I'm falling? How can I see me? Is that me?"

I was in the same position I was as I was falling. Except Awake now. Thoughts strangling me.
"my cousin where is he?" "He called me Aura.......who called me Aura?" "Arron?" "What is Arron to Aura?" "is my cousin ok?" "where is Arron now?".
Who Showed me this, Jinxx or Aura?





 
 
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