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Secrets, Questions, and Promises
------- Secrets
I don't really have secrets. I don't see the point in keeping things from others. Whats there to hide? Most the secrets I have are from other people who told them to me in promise not to tell anyone else. If I come up with a secret that I have, I wont trust many people with it, especially if its juicy. But not only will I not trust people, I don't want them to know to such a degree of me, because I don't like people being that close to me because when they're gone I litterally go crazy... I love knowing secrets. It makes me feel like that person does trust me enough to tell me and trusts me enough to keep it. I like knowing things that others don't. I also appreciate the person more when they try and share secrets to me because I feel like they want to be close to me.
Questions
I am bad with coming up with questions at the time. But when I think about it for a while, I will come up with something. Being put on the spot isn't my fortay, but I try. I do over think things though, its why I never know what to do because I didn't think about it. I have to plan and ask questions before I can do something. Asking questions is amazing. It's like your getting to know someone and learning about them on your own terms. Questions are limitless. With my crave of knowledge, I do enjoy being asked and asking questions. I would willingly rather ask a question then be given 5k... I also would pay 15k for a hug! Though it depends on the person. Some people's hugs are worth way more but I can't afford it and would definitely beg for one until I got it. Just to be in someone's arms is an amazing feeling. Try not to waste a question when you get a chance to ask.
Promises
Most promises are broken. It's like an invisible contract that you signed with words and is always in the back of your head, and if you break it, not only do you let the person you promised to down, but you let yourself down. Most promises are broken, but I keep my word.
Life
A few days ago someone said "Can you explain what love is?" (Sorry if it wasn't worded like that.) I said "Love is when you'd die for that person. At least that's the minimum. Different levels of love have different maximums." What is your idea on what love is? "When I talk to you I feel comforted. When I see you I am happy. When I think about you I miss you. When I laugh I miss the good times. When I see you sad I want to help. When I see you lonely I want to sit next to you. When I see you hurt I want to heal you. When I know your in pain I want to share it. When I look at you the world stops. When I am not there for you my world ends. When I sense you smile the sky brightens. When I was a nobody you made me feel like a somebody." Yes this is cheesy and has a pun in it but its for you... You know who you are. Today I walked to get the mail in 60 degree weather wearing flip-flops, shorts and shirt and it was amazing. I laid in the grass for about 3 minutes looking up at the gloomy sky for awhile before I finally went back inside. I love days where it rained and the air is moist and chilly. Its just...wow. I've been watching NCIS quite a bit lately and I have to say, if you all watch: Tony DiNozzo is amazing. He growled in the episode called "Terminal Leave" That made me squeal like a fan girl. Another show that I have been watching is the good ole Whose Line Is It Anyway. That show is wild. I always end up laughing so hard I can't breathe. Normally I watch it before I go to bed but I haven't been sleeping good so I've been doing random stuff to get me to go to sleep. From listening to music, to shuffling cards, even cleaning my room!
Which reminds me...
To Do List as of 8/14:
Laundry
Organization of Gaia items
"Trash recipes"
"Sell unneeded items"
Redo Profile stuff
"Not completely"
Re clean my room
Chores
Dreams I've had recently: It had to do with a winking item on Gaia. Yeah I dream about Gaia.
Goals: My to do List.
Thanks for reading this whoever does.
--Best
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