It's like a wheel, it just keeps on going full circle and I don't expect it to stop rolling. It's been going downhill for awhile so why should it stop when it's just picking up speed?
Anyways you confused folk out there, I'm just complaining more about my life. I'm really depressed. It's really sad when a seven year old has to try to comfort you when you nearly cry yourself to sleep. I couldn't reach Kiba on the phone last night and everyone knows I'm not about to call his house, his mom is terrifying and me being able to complain just isn't worth it. It really isn't. It would have been GREAT 'cause I wouldn't still be depressed but.. That's okay. I missed talking to him online too this afternoon 'cause I had someone over and didn't notice till I got back from retrieving my lunch from the kitchen.. It sorta.. sucked. But that's okay, I know the price of being with someone whos 600 miles away from me and no matter if he says he'll always be there I know in heart he's there to help me but he won't always be around when I need him the most. It's a fact I face daily and I can deal. But right now.. right now I'm not so sure that it works that way...
...no....
And iPod shuffle sucks I couldn't find the song I was looking for last night. It kept playing Alive, Open Your Heart, and IRIS of all things, and I didn't WANT to hear those... it only made things worse. Oh well... sweatdrop
 Hoshi Okami · Fri Dec 30, 2005 @ 11:49pm · 1 Comments |
