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Well, This Is My First Day without Addie. And So Far. It Sucks, Its 9:4O PM Right now, i think it will stay sucky. But Lets see about tomorrow.
Today I Cried For Nearly About 3 Hours. My Family Frustrated me to the top.
I Got Asked Out Today, while I Was Crying, Tho I Diclined, Because i hate the fact of guys trying to make me suffer, by using me and playing with my emotions.
I hope Addie is fine in Florida Right now.
I miss her so much, she's my best friend. I love her to death and nobody will make my mind change about that.
I thought of killing myself toda, in fact. i already had planned all. But i wont. Because its stupid. Well I just hope Addie Is Having a Great Time In Florida. God gonk I hate the fact she isnt here, because she always stands by my side in the times of need.
shes there for me and cheers me up, she never gives up on me... Damn writting this makes me wanna start crying again. I miss You My Beloved Bestie ;__;
Well. *sighs deeply* I went to the movies today, i had a very busy today also. i had to finish all my homework due to monday. :/ thing i did. And them my brother comes and starts bothering me to death, i got tired of it, because i couldnt do anything to stop me. hes a stubborn big b***h. Well. the only thing i could do was cry, cry.... the first time ive shown my emotions to a family member. :/ even tho me crying, didn't stopped him, he continued bothering me. Well Addie. I Hope Your Doing Preety Good In Florida. And Your Having Fun ^^

~2nd Without Addie Coming Tomorrow At night~