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im sitting here looking at my mangeled hands wondering how long i can keep the bad thoughts away but then i think of u and they come more and more of a precation to not think that way then a warning so i wonder can a person no not a person! me think of one person enuff to make these thoughts turn into nothing but bad memories then into nightmares but do i dare hope to forget them alll together every day that hope comes more and more true and from true to the past for i do belive that i can turn my "bad" thoughts into no thoughts at all.