Theese three put me out of my misery:
James, Coy, and J.T.
They are my brothers, and they are very important to me.
I promised each one I wouldn't cut myself. (even James)
Whenever I am sad, I feel some sort of sentimental joy when I talk to them.
To see them in pain breaks my heart.
To see them dead, kills me.
To see them slowly dying................... is what is hurting me.
Seeing them not suicide is what inspires me.
Even in my deepest part of darkness, they break through.
Jinxx never has full power to control me when I talk to them,
but she does have the power to........... ,if I don't believe in it, it can't happen.
I am like each brother in a different way.
but we all have been in the darkness before, at least once.
I love seeing them get crazy about the army,
even though I disagree if they go away forever.
I love them all, no matter what.
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