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"Wow, this place is never quiet" I thought.
Everyone looks so....entertained. I sighed. I remember how this place used to be the greatest time of the day... I paused to realize the truth. Wait, but why am I still here? I graduated....................is this a dream? Yes, of course, I am in my old school bus with people shouting except I'm different now so I don't join them... It won't be long until the bus driver lady screams to be quiet...
I sat back and relaxed, thinking to myself "It's nice to see this place... but wait, if I'm on the bus... then Victor is here too!" I desparetly started searching for him until I saw making other people laugh. "Victor isn't like that anymore...is he?...He doesn't make others laugh now, and he barely smiles... I wonder what time I'm in this dream, am I in the 6th grade?" I stared at his smile, but i faded when he saw me. I jumped from the fact that he caught me stalking him, which also embarassed me.
"Hey, why are you looking at me like that?"
I had to act fast... "Hey, can you sit next to me? ...I need to tell you something."
"sure" He smiled again.
"what could this be?" I thought "Is this showing me how time passed by somehow???"
I tried to smile "hi"
"...hi???" he sounded creeped out a bit.
Something was happening, I didn't have control over my voice anymore. It's like darkness took over me. I'm fighting back, this dream is too important to me.
I couldn't control myself. I leaned over and whispered in his ear (i can't remember what I said in this part of the dream). I felt him scared, his eyes full of fear. My voice became slightly louder "I owe you too much too kill you, however now, you're in darkness." I gave a snake-like smile, showing darkness in my eyes.
"Fight back, Fight back, Fight back... try." were my constant thoughts.
It took me a while to realized what I was doing, but the fact shocked me. I reached as far as I could and got to the part of his neck with the most quenching blood. I opened my mouth starting to show my fangs.
Everything around me slowed down, and no one was able to see us. Victor wasn't attacking me...in the back of my head I thought "why aren't you hurting me?"
My fangs were barely an inch away from his neck. I heard a familiar whisper say "yessssss, come to darkness."
I was up to the point where I gave up trying to control my body but, I stopped. My fangs were practically poking his skin. I backed away, I looked at his eyes. Sorrow, and darkness. HIs eyes showed the question "why?"
I was up to the point where I was going to cry... I hugged him. The fact: I...made him this way... didn't I? I'm so sorry.

I woke up. My teeth were bitting my arm. "It's his birthday."