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Hello.

Hello.
I'm heart broken and holding on to my messed up life by a fear of hurting those I love.

YES I am almost ready to go grab a knife and yeaaaah....You get the idea.

You are wondering why most likely?

Because........someone hurt me....when they were dear.....I still love them....

Also I've been listening to too much Senses Fail songs.....

But you know whats pathetically ironic?

I had a horrible feeling last night that'd my life would break in half and my heart would be broke!

O.o

its painful to hear the first name of the person who hurt me....

I almost broke in tears when I heard his name well his First name from on the TV...

My friends have been keeping me from doing anything rash.

I'm trying my best to keep one alive.without me..in the world she says she'll have nothing...

She warned me Karma was a B!tch

My friend Ben warned me I should just dump him.......


Should've known......again.....But I wasn't gonna listen.....


Well Lets hope I don't die...


Byeeeee