a few weeks ago i had a panic attack i that made me relise a few things that i never thought about like leaving home to a far off collage some wear across the contrey. well last night when i was messing around with my sister i was sitting on the arm of a chair & she pushed me back causing me to hit the other arm of the chair with my head the back of my head hrut for a while & than i rembered this story i once had herd about a little girl getting hit in the head & than she diesd soo i become parnoid and thought that i was going to die and i had told my mother this and she had called my grandmother (she used to be a nruse) and asked her what she should do my grandmouther told my mother that she should put me in a dark room and than put a light in my face and if my puples contracted fast i was fine and if the contracted slowly than i had brain trouble and if they didnt contrast at all i was comtost at this point i felt like i was gonna eather pass out or vomit well my mother check my eyes over and over and than checked my sisters eyes just to make sure that mine were going at the same rate has hers truns out they were contracting fast just like the shouold & after i learned of this i did not feel like i was goin to vomit it truns out that i just have an extremly over active imgaine pluse with all the scray moive ive seen and book s on the dead that i had read that it just made me more paronoid than i already was sooo i should watch or that much of that sorta thing (it sound kinda pathedic) and i think that when i hit my head that i got a very mild concusion xp xp
 Rucina · Sun Dec 11, 2005 @ 08:59pm · 0 Comments |
