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well..as always I was just talking to my friends in gaia and told them that I would be right back (I had to go do something) and when I came back and checked my inbox..it was my ex sweatdrop ..he pmed me (and I know him real life too)..its not been easy on him lately sad ..I broke up w/ him..maybe last year or the year before that..its been so long..he couldn't take it anymore and started to cut himself and stuff neutral ..his mom brought him somewhere where he could be helped but he ran away and then they kept transferring him to other places...he had told me that he misses the way I used to hold him in my arms..but I can't do anything now..Its been so long since I talked to him..so yeah.. sweatdrop and to think that I have such power..I don't know what to do exactly stressed whee ..that's why one of my fears is hurting myself and others..I try not to..but it comes back and I eventually do it cry ..and because of this...that's why I try not to fall in love and get really close to someone else sweatdrop ..but what can I do..this probably sounds ridiculous doesn't it?? *smiles and looks down*..I guess I'll just end it here..