i feel kind of as though i have been left behind or as though i am the one person that comes in at the end of a joke, no one seems to talk to me, he said he would talk to me while he was a way, but so far i have gotten nothing, i love him and he loves me...i think, ijust hope that this isnt just another relation ship that will leave me shattered on the ground. i find it amazing that even though we hadnt seen eachother for over a year he was so good at seeing through my lies and my cover ups, he looks into my eyes and he know when im just happy or whaen something is bothering me, he knows when her hears my voice if im relaxed or if im frusterated or angry, its as though we share emotions, and i feel bad because i am most likely ruining his vacation with my moods, i am addicted to the sound of his voice and the feel of his skin in my hands to the wormth of his body and the odd sound of his laugh, i will never give up on him, he may slip but i will do my best to always be there to pull him back up onto the path that we may and hoppefully will walk together ora very long time. i love you and i hope that the next 2 weeks pass quickly for me
smexy emo 24 Community Member |
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