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It hurts.......it hurts so much. It's unbearable.... To just realize this now.....to realize this now.......*chin wavers*......I can't believe I hadn't realized this before.....so lonely.....so painful......so cold....I know I have someone who loves me.....but my body is what needs to feel love....not my mind.....I need to have someone to be able to hold onto and cuddle....someone to share stories and pains adn fears with.....someone......I hide my tears from the world.......I try to.......I just want someone that I wouldn't be afraid to cry in front of...........someone to touch and kiss.....