Depression
As it sets in
u have no control
it all comes down
ur past ******** u harder then u can handle
u lose hope
u lose ur life
no one can help
u can't talk
ur demons become ur only friends
u say ******** life
and toss it like a piece of trash
u learn bad habits
some that can make u bleed
plead
sniff
drink
puff
u can't stop
its ur only escape
ur friends plead
or maybe join
u feel like its over
u lost the game
u go to the end
death is ur friend
u try
but don't u notice u haven't succeeded?
its a sign
u think not?
try again
u go away
u get help
but u want none
u fight and in spite they make u
think of the real yet?
cuz there self?
******** that u don't give
they don't understand
but some do
let alone ur not
there is someone that knos
knos ur secrets
knos ur lies
knos ur insides
live to learn and learn to live
u have no hope
no one left by u?
fight for it
u don't find a reason
but u should look for one
looking for reasons is what everyone does
why does the earth turn?
science can answer that yes
why does the grass grow?
and science again
whats the meaning of life?
no answer
why should i give a ********?
no answer too
why shouldn't i just kill myself now HUH?
no answer
thought so
these questions have no real answer
for this is for u
this is a humans quest
to find there meaning
don't let u unbelieve
the believable
wtf does this have to do w/ depression?
if u really have it and are that down u would understand
understand that u have nothing now
but don't end urself
there is a way
sure everything ends up broken
but its ur duty to fix it
so live on
even w/out meanings at the moment
listen to my words
if u understand
~ sure i ranted on but hey who said i was a good writer
just comment if i missed something or have a question...
 xChronicMasturbation · Wed Jun 10, 2009 @ 12:42am · 0 Comments |
