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my hope is restored

we will be
friends
and thats as much
as it goes
but thats ok
cuz
everytime im with
him
i feel

relaxed.

and happy
i feel
okay.

for a few hours
i can
be who i used
to be.

i am
happy
i will be
happier
if he
when he
falls in love
with me
maybe
quite possibly

i am fasting
and praying
and wishing
and hoping
and dreaming
and thinking
that with every
fiber of my
being.

that he will
love me
again
someday
and
our fairy
tale
will come

true.

like he said
it would
maybe
fairy tales have a little
mix up

in the

middle.

but it all works
out
in the

end.