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I apologize for what I have done, for hurting your feelings, your frightening sighs of lectures, your hidden pain that you do not show. I apologize for it all. I now know that I am not the only one going through this lonely misery and I'm sorry for doubting you.

I will try my best to hide the feelings that I have and the loneliness that we both share. I will smile for you, I will laugh for you, I bring back the life that once lived inside me. I will try. I will try to be want you want me to become, although, I have been told many times to be that, nothing has ever motivated me to do so, maybe what we both are going through maybe what will motivate me.

I know we both are still young and not so clever at what we are doing. Pretending that everything laying in our path is nothing yet things still unknown to us are awaiting for our arrival and if we believe we are truly in love with each other then true love can stop whatever it is that we both have to fight. I promise you that I will never move away from the spot we both are standing on, I'll stand by you and you stand by me. So like you said, "Just wait..." Our time together again will come faster than we both can imagine. I promise you, there is nothing you will have to worry about so sleep now and when you awake, we can together, again travel up the stairs that lead to where we wish to be.