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me needs your help phee phee
today, david and i had a...well, not a fight... but a VERY SERIOUS TALK.
it was about the time we spend. me and david don't spend very much time together... we live 50 or more miles apart, we don't see eachother, we're not allowed too much time on the phone actually, we see eachother only twice every weekend, if we're lucky..... idk, he told me that it was bugging him. he thinks he's not good enough for me... he wants more time for ourselves and i dont know how to make anything better..... i didn;t know what to say... it hurt to look at the pain he had in his eyes.. they were pleading for an answer... but i couldn't.... he my first, what do i know! but still.... i love him, i love him so much but... i think i still need time to adjust to him. he's right in some ways... due to the fact that we dont see eachother alot, we don't really know eachother...we're not so used to being in eachothers arms... HE HASN'T EVEN KISSED ME YET AND WE'VE BEEN DATING FOR TWO MONTHS!
everything is just getting complicated... and he said that he really does love me, and that if he could be there dor me whenever i needed him, he would be there.. always
geezus effin christ!!!!
David I Love You!!
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