I'M SO SICK of my step-father calling me stupid. I'M SO SICK of being told I can't. I'M SO SICK of my own brother calling me an idiot. I'M SO SICK of my own mother not even listening to me. I'M SO SICK of my mother's goddamn selfishness. I'M SO SICK of people I don't even talk to telling me how terrible I am. I'M SO SICK of everyone choosing not to understand. I'M SO SICK of not being heard. I'M SO SICK of being underestimated. I'M SO SICK of everyone being so goddamn ignorant. I'M SO SICK of not having anyone believe in me. I'M SO SICK of being misunderstood. I'M SO SICK of people thinking they know me. I'M SO SICK of being insulted for no reason. I'M SO SICK of looking bad because of what others think, and not because of who I am. I'M SO SICK of being put down because everyone thinks I put people down. I'M SO SICK of everyone believing what's been said about me without meeting me first. I'M SO SICK of all this bullshit people have been giving me at school. I'M SO SICK of John and his idiotic hypocrisy. I'M SO SICK of my "friends" thinking terrible things about me and not saying them to my face. I'M SO SICK of getting bullshit from people I've been nothing but nice to. I'M SO SICK of being sorry. I'M SO SICK of complaining about all the bullshit going on around me. I'M SO SICK of everyone bitching and complaining. I'M SO SICK of being told to shut the ******** up. I'M SO SICK of being pushed around. I'M SO SICK of feeling alone. I'M SO SICK of myself.
Musical Rainbow · Sun May 17, 2009 @ 12:04am · 0 Comments |