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....well the school years almost over and im pretty nervous about next year im taking drama and chior electives next year and well i have stagefright and since school is going to be out i'll be alone 5 days of the week until midnight and its sortof scary sad and i've been really depressed lately teen depression i guess idk and being alone makes it worse cause i cant talk to any one about it to get my feelings out crying seriously i've been so deppressed lately that i will just start randomly crying 4 or 5 times a day cry it really sucks and im nervous cause this year is almost over and i'm getting teased a lot more than usual lately but next year i'm standing up for myself my whole life i never took a risk and stood up for myself and because of that i just kept getting teased but now i think its time i take a chance and go for it.But on the good side i'm going to get to dye my hair i'm thinking of dyeing it black with pink purple or red on the tips it gonna be awesome! and my cat had kittens to which is awesome but yeah i have a lot going on but im trying to look on the bright side,yay 4 days till summer break, but whatever i'm sure i'll get though it wish me luck[end of ranting ] ~misa misa heart