Well, I guess the tittle says everything. I'm REALLY pissed off. I'm not sure I want to say why, but still...I wish people payed more attention to me, I feel like a ghost, and I'm tired of it. Sometimes I feel people don't care about me as much as they should...and to tell the truth, I feel lonely.
I know I don't say this really often, but sometimes I wish I were someone else...some that's always lucky, someone that 'everyone' loves, and not just me...'cause I'm always on the back. I wish I were someone else...
Whenever I see someone feeling happy, and having fun...I feel sad, why? Because I wished I could be in their place, and feel the way they do. I wish I could be happy all the time, and I wish I could not care about my grades. But instead, I have to deal with everything, and I'm alone...
Whenever I feel depresseed, the only thing I can do is go to my room and scream, cry and sing, with the songs that explain how I feel...I wished I could be free of feeling this way...but it's not gonna happen...
Whenever I need you, you're not there...I'm always alone...
People tend to say "you're never alone, you have your friends, your family, a boyfriend..." but that's not true...Whenever you need someone, they're never there. In the moment that you're crying, screaming and wished you could die, they are not there to say 'everything is going to be okay'...You're always alone...
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