what will it take for you to relize it?
i'm not perfect
i'm not that smart
i make mistake
i lose to my insanity at times
you expect so much from me
and i cant live up to it
i'm sorry
no one ever read these
so i can right this
the truth is i been trying to commit suicide since i was 4
yes its true
i dont know why i think it was because i knew i can never live up to what you expect from me
i'm sorry
what else can i do to make you relize
do i have to write it down then die
or would you listen to me
i'm dead inside right now
i'm lost in my own mind
because it seems no matter what i think or say no one seems to listen to me
i'm sorry but what will it take?
my life or my sanity?
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