I fell in love with you and found out i loved you the day you hugged me when i fell. little bikes. :]
I kissed you the day i pushed you in the mud.
I held hands with you and walked you to class the day you cried so hard ur nose even cried ;]
I ditched class to hear you play your violin at 1:25 once a week..
I kissed you in the rain, when i walked you home when your parents were an hour late and it was pouring out.
I watched you leave, without a goodbye.
I died 4 times and lost myself. And i dreamed of the day to come for me to get onto my knees and say "i love you. I want to be with you forever. I want to sit with you and have a happy life together. I love you with all my heart. Will you, Vernalyn Taganna Marry me?"
I was put through intense pain.
I came back and saw you.
I went to the playground...where we first met, and i saw you. I kissed you. and then and there |when the blood rushed out of my nose| i knew every pain i have inflicted on myself, and you, and everyone i WILL be inflicting pain upon, was a mistake. i knew then and there that day i kissed you was going to be the last time i will ever see you.
And now...here you are. Reading a letter. A letter from a heartless boy, to a pained little girl. And that pained girl is crying with so much confusion, and hate, and sadness. ANd that heartless boy is crying with so much anger because he never really got to tell that girl "i love you" |3-18-09|
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