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What should I do then huh?! No one can love me? I'm surprised people like me at all!!!! All that happens is me crying, have no one liking me like USUAL, and cutting myself until I slowly bleed to death. Every guy lies and everyone is a judge. Having one person liking me the way I want them to is dead or is non existing.... Sometimes I feel like there's a sign on my back that says, "Break my heart, or just be the friend to make me cry."
"If I could have a wish or at least be given a prayer that would come true, I would wish or pray to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck. The wanted warmth of your lips on my cheek. The touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feeling of your heart beating with mine. Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. Just knowing that.... You love me and truly loving me.... Will make me feel like there is such thing as love...."
I want that kind of person.... At least someone that will like me for personality and not lie to me.

~~~ Jessica K. aka Emma Momochi